Grey sky

The day is blue and the sun is bright,
The breeze is dry, I hope the Earth can swallow me up and out of sight,
The office is empty and it's time for lunch,
I just came and glad that everyone else is out to munch.

My stomach is full, thanks to a doughnut,
From a person so kind and made me feel lucky that we are comrades,
I had a good milo and the feeling is great,
But my heart is filled with remorse so much that it aches.

If I have a power, I wish I could turn back the time,
And I will fight and strive and do my very very best,
Not to be arrogant, ignorant nor tame,
But to be humble, resourceful and fierce.

I'm just sad. The sky is blue and yet it looks so grey.