Reluctance

Everyone!

I've got to officially announce that I'm in a state of denial.

I am facing a...
Reluctance in growing up. Despite the fact that my growth is giving me away to age, I am in denial and reluctant to mature with it...

I shudder at the thought of marriage...I shuddered at the thought of forming a new family...I shudder even worst at the thought of potential life with in laws.

These thoughts are really quite ridiculous and a little too early but as of these few years, friends around me are either married with kids, engaged or are planning to get married 2 years from now...I know I have ranted about this in my previous blog(s) but just can't help it! This is the thought which are meant to be shared with all ladies who are soon to reach the second half of her 20s and yet to have a satisfying career or even own her dream private space (read: a hideaway condo unit or maybe a comfortable landed unit surrounded by greens)...it is really normal if you are still feeling young and have this reluctance to mature!

The phobia of the whole idea of marriage which may possibly lead to a divorce! Gecko has got a point when I told him about this 87 years old billionaire who had remarried 4 times with a different younger wife in each marriage. He said, what is the point of being so lovey dovey everytime when after which it leads to the same ending altogether.

True but maybe partially. I always thought each relationship deserves an equal chance every time when one start anew:)

-bunny signing off...
to sleep away and dream of the yesteryears when she is still enjoying her youth being naive in school....where the subject of moving onto the next half of her 20s is still...far far away...